next week
December 9, 2009
i am so fucking great i can hardly believe myself.
i feel terrible.
clay
December 7, 2009
“open your eyes, mary”
December 5, 2009
nope.
gem
December 2, 2009
i have this feeling, this really slight delicate feeling, that a truly wonderful thing is happening.
i hope i am not wrong.
tasty tease
December 1, 2009
a conversation i had once about a mountain
November 29, 2009
“he’s cool because he’s got snow on his head and also he’s cool because he’s wearing sunglasses”.
I’M FINE.
trimmings
November 27, 2009
at the moment i feel completely unlovable.
pervade
November 25, 2009
i read that having a dream about your teeth falling out, crumbling into your hands, growing skin, bleeding into your mouth, flaking off layer by layer, means that you feel ugly and powerless.
lately i thought my face was looking really great.
now i don’t know what to think.
turn that down a little
November 23, 2009
sometimes i get surprised at how fragile i am, how tiny a thing can make my heart ache.
thought
November 22, 2009
often i can’t tell the difference between my dreams and the thoughts that i think before i go to sleep.
last night (in a dream or in a thought) on the back steps of a house in the middle of the night, i said “i don’t want you to find out how i feel”, and then i received a passionate kiss.
i liked this.

